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The soundtrack to the post located below. I can remember listening to this song in the dead of winter, when all my plans and hopes for the future had vanished, when I had nothing to live for, and I would wait for my phone to ring…but it never did. I was looking forward to meeting someone in a new place, to leave the old memories behind- and I was so happy for once that I didn’t feel like me. And I watched it all crumble; but my plans were already made, the gears set in motion, and I had to somehow find something positive in moving thousands of miles to a place where I knew no one, except for the girl who decided out of whimsy to throw it all away.